In the summer I got diagnosed officially with Epilepsy. I had been having seizures for a while but just put that down to having Type 1 Diabetes, but when I had a seizure not related to my blood sugar, I realised that it was something more. At first it was hard to accept that I had another thing to consider and factor into things, something I had to declare when I started new jobs. I found it daunting because when I just had Type 1 Diabetes, it was easy for me to explain that I would control things, but the nature of epilepsy is that it is unpredictable. I got by the Epilepsy team that there are things that lower my seizure threshold, including alcohol, stress and being tired, and being stressed and tired are normal in my life at the moment.
|Selfie with Nicola Sturgeon I got while on placement!|
I also oversubscribe myself a lot. I play netball, volunteer, and after placement and my Uni work, I am absolutely drained, and throughout this it is always playing on my mind that being tired and stressed can lower my seizure threshold, but I desperately don't want to give up anything I do, and I am absolutely determined not to let Type 1 Diabetes or Epilepsy hold me back doing anything. That is just me being stubborn, and that is how I slowly and accidently burnt myself out.
|Me dressing up for placement Halloween event!|